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i have finally moved to a new journal
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cellela
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stick in the mud feeling is overwhelming right now.
i keep sleeping away 5% of this course because i can't bring myself to get up at 7;30 for a class that is so boring it makes me want to pull the skin off my face.
im sick of seeing shows with no through line. i love narrative. come on!
now, i consist of a schedule and adhering to it. long distance calls and coffeeteateateacoffee
i have $ 1.72 and 5 cigarettes to my name.
waiting for cheques to go through is the most infuriating process. My money is there, but I can't use it. I HATE THE BANQUE
if there was a way to keep all my income in a shoebox(or various shoeboxes, depending on how successful i am) in my closet, i would do it. \\
so for now, i will just starve. thanks a lot president's choice, i'm fucking starving.
i guess thats it.
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"I'm not really listening....because I'm not really there. I'm in hell. I'm more desperate than anybody I ever hear on those shows and I'm trapped in a sadness and an anger so deep I know I'll never get out. Because I'm just slipping deeper into the sadness. And deeper into the anger...I have horrible thoughts about doing horrible things to people. If I were on one of those shows and I told people how I really felt and what I really wanted to do...they wouldnt be able to give me any advice....they wouldn't be able to talk...maybe they'd just cancel the show." g.f.w -problem child
artlike art can kiss my ass, so can lifelike art for that matter.
naturalalsm! maturalism!
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i just had tacos
today is great!
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there is a cable connecting mike's laptop to the big tv and since i got back i've watched more south park than packing or cleaning.
i blame the cable and not my fat lazy ass.
walking up to my new place yesterday, i see oliver on the front balcony speaking in heated french with the old people next door. they explain to him that the people living in the bottom half of our duplex just packed their clothes and took off. our landlords only solution was to pile the remains of their life in the backyard. there is really nothing better on the eyes than seeing a house torn apart and thrown outside( not to mention soggy as it has rained continously since i arrived) but in the end it worked out, giving us a place to toss any garbage or things we didn't want off the other balcony.
i really have no plan as to how i'm getting all my boxes and bags of clothes over there. it's a 20 minute walk, but i'm not lugging it all one bag at a time. why do you have to be 25 to rent a truck?! why!?
in the end... i could care less about old people, an entire house on our back lawn or not knowing how i'm going to move my stuff because i'm on vacation. VACATION. VACATION!!!!!!
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my summer so far is work work work. and then a little bit more work.
i appreantly had strep throat last week and now am on hour 13 of a 24 hour stomach flu thing.
why does puking up bile taste like puking up gravol? there was no gravol in me!
so my plans for the weekend are now ooficially ruined and i can't start rehearsals until i get back on june 5th due to copius amounts of hours at work.
wah wah wah yeah thats me
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i am the red ribbon girl.
the guy who was recommended to me for my tattoo only works monday and thursday and of course I work both monday and thursday. so i have three options;
1. wait until sunday/next week
2. switch the shift to wednesday or friday so I could go on thursday
3. get someone else to do it
(two really seems like the best option... for me, and people at work probably hate me for being sick, so it's the least likely.)
since i've been back, i've had many moments regretting the fact that I never got my license. I really don't want to drive, but it's all the nights and days I've spent watching tv or on the computer. I could do that in Montreal. Yeah, I should've got my drivers license.
I'm going to make eggs and go to work... this is the most depressing week everrrrr. end already!
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so busy. yesterday a girl at work asked me if i was going to vacation on my holiday vacation and i said no
then i went to loblaws and ate way too many wedges and chicken tenders
now i apparently have stomach flu and can't stop puking.
so i cant work.
i am losing money and my stomach lining!
clearly, i cannot do all that i want to do. mostly i wanted to work today to see jacks and work with good people only until 10:30
i;ve been back for 8 days and have not really done anything but slave for starbucks and love my hot boyfriend. he's still hot
this nestea is not sitting well..why do i even try!?
guh. hour 1 without puking
woo!
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let's sit on some shit that happened 4 years ago!!!
thanks for bringing up actions i've shaken off
shall we go over what this makes me?
insensitive
bitch
cold
angry
resentful
and unresponsive
bitch
FUCK YOU BUDDY i will be so PC around you you'll think im hilary clinton
go fuck yourself you selfish heady fuck.
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THURSDAY= MY WEEKEND STARTS
unfortunatley this will be the weekend of work. i should at least get most of it done today and tomorrow so i can go to lisa's convocation party saturday night and 'tree sluts' on sunday.
MY LIST
- self relavatory performance for tdev. create monolouge and movement to highlight the emotions that come from being unfaithful. infidelity performance
- start paper for kbligh on; grotowski,laban, voice work and uta hagans object excersizes.
- finish design project aka a vortex of traintracks and mirrors in a cardboard box
-write play response for prod on monday. on the lady smith or les points tournants
- write prop list for monday. 3 items
- think of something to bring for design potluck
greys tonight greys tonight it shall be intense!
( distraction while my coffee brews )
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if there is one woman that can make me feel better after being punched in the face from across the ocean it is morgan nagler
and now, so appropriate; The End
It's not to say I understand
But it did come from your own hand
The more I know the more dangerous
I'm tellin' you I'm in no rush
I registered nothin'
Laurel Canyon to the 110
Except your melody is in my mind
'Cept I was ill at ease you were on my mind
And I'll be there for the end
Yeah I'll be there in the end
See I'll be there 'til the end
And all that's broken, may it mend
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So complicate your complications
It's almost eight-- you're off the wagon
And she will wait, she will wait for you
Then surprise, you'll rise
And she'll have flew
See I'll be there 'til the end
And all that's broken, may it mend
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I don't believe in anything so you may as well forget about me It's time you took it upon yourself to go join the other team Forget about me Anyway, I got myself some bowling shoes an' they are all that I can see
With all my might I scored a strike My friend you wouldn't believe My teenage years were wasted all on me On Saturday I watched a film It was black and white with Clark Gable in I've seen that film one hundred times or more How am I going to tell my friends I won't be coming out with them no more?Don't you know that I feel sad? You only know how to get mad
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still not internet equipped!
shit one minute left on the internet
god damn
can't do everything i want on the internet in 30minutes
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mike and i are in montreal
we have no internet
internet cafe for 2 dollars
living off french dictionarys and .... french subtitles
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any doctor or scientist or regular everyday person who wants to work on a cure or lifelong prevention of nausea is alright in my books.
speaking of books, i have nothing to read. so you should suggest something
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no fucking clue the ythree days have lkilled one and a few
but we will continue in this fashion until we can'y see no more!!!
hey get yp and go !its finally going down
so i says wqe all need to hahng out soon
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oh i have hilarious friends
highlights please
=> drunken shmooshed car rides
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i just want to scream hellllllo!
the shift from hell- that i sufferred through smiling- is now over yeah 6 hours no breaks!!!
i've had a crazy weekend! i wrote 769 words so fuck you essay i am giving up on you
and everything you stand for!
fuck it!
motherfucker
\does anyone remember what ' gotta do more gotta be more' is from?
screw that i had a fantastic weekend! and brian's house is so classy nice view m'boy
you alll impress me
well not ALL, of you! LOL!
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